Friday, December 31, 2010

A Quick Look Back




It has been almost 2 months now since I have been diagnosed. If I was not dumbfounded enough in the first place, looking back, this is not what I expected after hearing the dreaded line "you have cancer"

I'm currently sitting in my own comfortable bed, surrounded by junk food, letters of well wishes, birthday gifts, balloons, and Rachel sleeping peacefully. I have very low pain today and with each passing day of physical therapy my back is feeling stronger. I'm still walking with a cane, mostly for stability, but I think I'm looking a bit more rosey in the cheeks.

At this point I figured that I would be down 1 kidney and hooked up to IV chemotherapy every day. I thought I would have no hair on my head and feel like death. It feels odd, almost wrong, to feel so comfortable at this point and know that inside my body I still have a very life threatening disease that won't stop on it's own.

So that brings me to the chemotherapy drug that I am using, Sutent

Renal cell carcinoma
Sunitinib is approved for treatment of metastatic RCC. Other therapeutic options in this setting are sorafenib (Nexavar), temsirolimus (Torisel), interleukin-2 (Proleukin), everolimus (Affinitor), and bevacizumab (Avastin).
RCC is generally resistant to chemotherapy or radiation. Prior to RTKs, metastatic disease could only be treated with the cytokines interferon alpha (IFNα) or Interleukin 2 (IL-2). However, these agents demonstrated low rates of efficacy (5%-20%).
In a phase 3 study, median progression-free survival was significantly longer in the sunitinib group (11 months) than in the interferon alfa group (5 months), hazard ratio 0.42.[8][7] In the secondary endpoints, 28% of had significant tumor shrinkage with sunitinib compared to 5% with IFNα. Patients receiving sunitinib had a better quality of life than IFNα.
Based on these results, lead investigator Dr. Robert Motzer announced at ASCO 2006 that “Sunitinib is the new reference standard for the first-line treatment of mRCC.”


This drug works by interfering with the messaging of blood vessels to reproduce. By blocking this the tumors cannot form as easily and in some cases will shrink. This drug is simply a pill and so far the side effects have been manageable. My hands, feet, and tongue are all a bit sensitive. My facial hair is lighter. I get exhausted faster and sleep a bit more. The quality of life (as mentioned above vs other treatments) is significantly better. The doctors keep a close eye on my bloodwork and at last report I seem to be stabilizing well. I have just a few more days left of this 4 week cycle of Sutent then I get a 2 week break before my second cycle. Most research shows the second cycle of the drug is when the shrinkage of tumors can occur. But preliminary MRI scans show no significant growth of tumors since I started Sutent and Radiation!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

got a little xmas treat coming

Working on captions for all of the pics that Rachel has been taking. Should have them finished by tonight. For now check out the slideshow on the right to link to the album.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

First Day at Moffitt

Perched up on the 14th floor, looking off into Golden Gate Park, awoke 7 different times last night, met 7 different doctors, cute nurses, and people who get off from stabbing me with needles. Woke up and had a great surprise visit from Phuong last night. It was wonderful to have two of my favorite people sleeping by my side last night. Trying a new pain med today per the medication girl's recommendations. Today, I'm being monitored for pain control, have about 1,000 wires hooked up to me. Strangely enough, the hospital seems a little slower and seems to shut down more or less on the weekends. The parents came by and told me that work colleagues would be coming to visit. Had visits from my boss' boss Gideon and my current project manager Christian. Guillaume and Tatiana made the drive from the South Bay to visit also. Got to catch up on how Microsoft's been doing without me. Apparently, without me, everything's just shut down at Microsoft. Pizza party tonight. Got the Pico projector set up, speakers plugged in, movie ready (a possibility: Inception), all ready to go -- friends and family here. There is a beautiful sunset tonight. Friends and family, new pain meds and a pizza party. Things are better today.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

late start to the blog

I have started my blog a lot later than expected due to so many visits to the docs, days that I felt like just staying under the covers and the many thoughtful visits from friends and family. I will be retroactively be updating my blog to set up a somewhat chronological listing of events, feelings and I'm sure many thank yous intermingled